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Saturday, April 15, 2006

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 02:31:31 GMT

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Friday, April 14, 2006

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 05:22:39 GMT

What's the point in keeping feelings in?
Why not just let them out?
Tell those that need to hear it.
Let your feelings be known.
Is it because you're afraid?
Or are you afraid to look weak?
Let me tell you something...
Every person has a weakness.
And every person has a time when they're vulnerable.

...13...
Olive juice

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 15:10:46 GMT

Satisfied.
Pleased.
Comfortable.
Content.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 15:51:10 GMT

I felt like I was an accomplishment to you.
You got "girlfriend" checked off your list.
Now it's time for a new piece of paper with a whole new "to do" list.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 15:24:18 GMT

How can you just completely shut someone out?
Someone that you care so much about...
And shared so many memeories with.
Unless your care and love that you have expressed was nothing but a lie.
Why do you want to go back to the way things were last year...
Before you and I ever met.
It's as if the lifetime of memories that we had never existed.
You make it seem like love is a drug.
You feel absolutely nothing now that you're off your high.
Let me explain something to you.
Love doesn't work that way.
Whether you're mad, sad, and happy...love still exists.
At times, love can be one of the most excruciating pain a person can feel.
Sometimes you even wish that you didn't love someone...
But rethink that wish because then you wouldn't have the good times.
Love isn't always happy.
You must understand that.
If you truly love someone, don't let them go.
Don't shut them out.
Otherwise, it wasn't real love to begin with.
Love is easy to fake.
Anyone can say I love you.
But not everyone can truly mean it.
Love is never a phase.
Yet, that's how I feel it was to you.
So I guess it was all fake.

Monday, April 10, 2006

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 14:27:47 GMT

The inevitable has happened...
And that's change.
I don't know whether to be happy or sad about it.
I guess I'm both.
But more on the sad side.
I'm happy because I like where I'm at right now.
Sad because something that I once thought was completely incredible has ended.
Whether it will be for good is still unknown.
You never know when things will turn around in the opposite direction.
I don't really believe in psychics, palm readers, card readers, etc...
However, they are fun to go to.
In my opinion, nothing is ever predictable.
Nothing stays "forever" or for "always."
As sad and depressing that is...
It's the truth.
And it's okay.
Because I have accepted it.
I cry, complain, and scream at changes
But once it's been adapted to, I eventually accept it.
I mean, I have no choice anyways.
"If you can't beat 'em, join 'em"
I'm in the same boat.
I just hope that it will be a smooth ride
Instead of this bumpy one that I've been on for a long time.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 23:24:27 GMT

I hate how I make myself feel certain feelings.
Especially when it's completely unnecessary.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 05:58:34 GMT

I have a wall built up.
Some guys try to penetrate it.
But they're not strong enough to break it down.
I thought that the wall is able to withstand thru anything.
Yet you're the only one that is capable of breaking it down...
You don't even have to try...
You simply look at me or hug me and my wall crumbles down.
It's easy for me to blow off other guys.
Mainly because I have no feelings for them whatsoever.
I'm strong enough to ignore their compliments and their charms.
On the other hand, when it comes to you...
I'm weak.
In other words, you're my kryptonite.

Monday, April 03, 2006

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 06:12:00 GMT

At the beginning, the attention was flattering.
I admit it.
But if you keep on pursuing and coming on strong...
You're just straight up bugging!
There's only one guy that I have feelings for...
And he already knows it.
So please, don't misinterpret my kindness as feelings for you.

Saturday, April 01, 2006

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 20:11:52 GMT

Gah.
I hate today.
I'm so gullible.
Stupid April Fools